What a busy November...

这是什么11月？
超忙的...
忙得甚至一天只睡4小时....
早上起来眼睛是肿的、
黑眼圈变黑了、
皮肤又敏感出红疹...
靠！超惨的...


忙学业、忙打工、忙庆生、忙出席学校的节目...
忙！忙！忙！
赶巴士、赶时间、赶上课...
都快喘不过气来....
睡眠不足...
又开始发热气...
口又开始生泡泡了...
舌头也中了...
T-T

这3天可是要偶的命...
站的脚都快断了...
走得脚都快软掉了...
不过，也是可全新的体验...
因为好久好久...都没这么忙过了...
其实，也还蛮喜欢这样的生活...
至少不是吃喝玩睡得过一天...
也虽然不能窝在家里感受家的温暖...
虽然不能窝在家里看自己喜欢的《败犬女王》...
但是，至少忙碌得过一天...
那种心情是...
疲劳？兴奋？值得？生气？还是...?
初初是死命喊累...
觉得这种生活不是人过的...
到后来就觉得这一天总算没白过了...
至少偶没有白过了一天...
有干了点活...

Experiences

story 1: -a scary day-

I really scare of LIFT.
I scare of DARKNESS.
I scare the way I went to 2xBen's hostel.
Really really scare because she was not beside me..
Alone walked to her hostel at 8++pm...
Gosh!
Was really darken outside.
I was thinking how am i going to back to her hostel by myself...
Gosh!
ALONE!
In the darken road with no one on the road...
Heard a lot of scary stories that happened nearby there....
Damn shit....
Heart beat very fast....
Kept thinking about that....
Oh My God...
I was praying silently....
Nam-Mio-Horr-Ren-Geii-Giorr~
shhh~
really appeared an eldest guy!!!

haha!
he got a big muscle on his shoulder...
YEs! ...
thx god....
haha!
then i followed him to walk back to hostel...
walk silently behind him...
^^

Shit....
LIFT....
22 flr...
My god!
Damn high man...
I will dizzy when i took lift...
some more is 22 flr....
fainted =.=
In her hostel, only left out me.
hurried close the door...
huiyo....
then faster called my darling to talk to.
haha...
crapped a lot in the phone...
an hour... the longest talked time ever I've made...
lolx.... she some more made the joke to scare me....
T_T
really scared....


story 2: -late slept again-

2++am slept again...
crapped all over that time....
haha...
Panda eyes...
more darken T_T

story 3: -Elephant Century-

hmm...
visited to pahang worr...
go to see elephant worr....
excited?

yea... 1st of all, yes!
but... after i knew jie not going anymore...
mood dropped from 90% to 70%
then.... walked to college...
gathering tat time...
mood dropped down to 50%....
gosh!
shit! damn shit!
i thought got a lot of ppls were going....
at least 30 or 40 something...
but... unexpected,only 21 ppls...
=.=!!!
fine... ok...
nothing to say...
since i was there already...
go lolx....
but friend also no mood to go edi...
pek cek-ing...

Story 4: -A place that recalled back my memories-



i still remember this place....
this is the place where i been here before when i went to my NS camp...
Guys, still remember here?
Is a memorable place for me...
I realize i was there after i woke up from slept.
haha!
cuz to0 boring in the bus, and i get use to sleep in a bus.
Anyhow, this trip brought me back to this place....
really like a dream for me....
it recalled me many many things that happened along the days....

Lousy

Lousy speaker
Lousy voice
Lousy Idea
Lousy writing
some more?
Everything i done is L-O-U-S-Y!

-end-

Qi Bang at 2xBen's House

Feel very excited..
Haha...
Friday i stay at Ben Ben's house due to the music concert at night.
I was excited because... this week i really feel very dull of my life.
And some more moody all the ways i go...
Then i took that chance to feel a different.
=)
Lolx... was invited by Ben Ben actually..
Because of her friend took part in that.
So as a friend of her, i must support her also.
Haha...
But actually i go is because want to eat her cook.
Is a very good tried to stay her house for the 1st time.

Scare?
Curious?
Fun?
Excited?

She cooked dinner for me =P
after my class finished at 5.30pm, she came to "bring" me back her "house".
Kinda like a mummy went to college bring her daughter..
haha!
Along the way we walked back to "her condo", i feel very excited.
Don't know why.
Singing along the road while walking to her condo & college.
Maybe people seeing was thinking we are crazy, maybe?
=)
I'm not the 1st time went to her house, but is the 1st time stayed in her house.
=P
We thought we could spent our time until the next morning..
But we couldn't.
We enjoyed 3 pack of snacks until 3pm!
shit!
that time i was thinking...
"What the hell am i doing?
Gosh! sure become fat again...T_T
We crapped a lot and took a lot photo..
haha... editing~ editing~
Hanged up till... beh tahan..
then sleep lu....
Total sleeping time for that night only 4 hours.
T_T
haha... we both sharing our "cook" actually.
haha...
I made a breakfast for her in the next morning.
Is kinda delicious..=P
(i think?)

My good at cooking is...
( i think)

make a bread meal.
haha!!!

Bread is nice.! Delicious.!
Yummy....

Piggy wake up lolx... Ding dong~~~
She set my phone alarm at 9.20am...
=.=
But she asked me woke her up 10am...
10.10am...
stilll at bed....

Piak~~~ "Qi Bang" all the time at her house =P
Not the " Qi Bang" as we know, but is the "Qi Bang" she created.

Words to MUM

I'm sorry, Mum_

I not suppose to make you disappointed_

And i promise i won't do again_

Trust me!

out of my thought, she didn't get angry when she knew that i may played truant_
I_very_bad_
and_ i know_
I always make her sad, disappointed.
And now, i start feeling she is getting older and older.
Wrinkles grow all her face_
While she smile, I saw some sadness in her diamond eyes_
Telling me that she spent all her life on us_
Caring us_
never blame any words_
But I'm the one who always make her sad!
T_T
It makes me heart ache_
I hate myself !!!
Why do i so stupid to treat her so bad in the past?!!!
I'm foolish_
Clumsy girl_
I not suppose to be that.
I don't know why...
Recently_ only I realize all this_
Seems now only i growing up_
being mature in thinking_
I agree that I'm childish ever_
And now i swear to myself,
I won't make her sad again!
I love you, MUM!

垮了

什么都不知道了
什么都不想理了
偶很累
偶只知道偶真的很累
每天都要假装很开心
每天都要假装没事
偶真的扮得很累
上个星期两堂课miss掉了
却也miss掉了最重要的环节
test来了、drama也来了、assignment也来了
瓦靠！！！
统统都一起在一个时间出现
统统都在这个时间给偶出来
偶该怎么办？
偶真的要垮了
偶...真的是越来越坏
好学不学，学了个坏学生样
那天又犯错了
对不起！

奇怪

很奇怪的日子
很奇怪的时间

心里面就好像有东西闷着闷着
不知道是什么心情
这种有东西闷着闷着的心情
真的是吃不安，睡不下
不知道好像是犯了滔天大罪

又有种将面临生死离别的悲哀情感


偶很害怕。。。
怕什么？
不知道。
就是...
不安。
当偶的心情一直反反复复都是这样子的时候，
偶最想要的就是...
家人都在偶身边。

偶真的不知道怎么了
只知道好像有什么不好的事情就快发生。
这种心情...真的很难解释得说。
不安。
就是不安。

寒冷

今天的天气真的很冷

温度都只在于27℃

整个天气都好像在配合2012电影的上映

昏暗的天空

看不见任何阳光

感觉不到任何温暖

凉凉冰冰的冷风

一直都在偶身边徘徊

听老妈子说长命雨会下到19号，

那会是...真的吗？

偶希望偶的老爸会慎重的考虑

偶提出的见解。。。

不会不顾任何思考、不会不顾及偶人的感受。

偶希望那会是满意的答案。

骗子

我...

能掌控我的未来吗？

我的未来...

会是什么样子？

它会是我要的未来吗？

你们不要阻止我，好吗？

让我展翅高飞...

翱翔的飞...

在那自由的天空。

我不想我的未来就这样被封锁。

你们明白吗？

我的未来，我自己选择。

我不想错过了。

错的选择，一次就够。

我不要浪费时间，浪费金钱。

你们可以体谅我吗？

我要的不是现在我得到的，

因为我知道被欺骗的感觉。

都是因为有你们这些爱钱爱得如命的大白痴！

才会害得我们这些无辜的小毛头狠狠的把头给撞上你家大门！

就因为有你们这些白痴，

才会害得我们变得如此不愉快！

我不要！

我要杀了你！！！

我的未来，我要自己掌控。

我的未来，我要自己编写。

我的未来，我要自己来上演！

Skip Skip

Skip skip~~

skipped class again...

T_T

Wishes

Today quiz actually,

But i failed to go.

Gosh! Can't even speak in this morning.
I'm tired & I'm moody.

Lecturer wanted to see me tomorrow..
wuwu..
T_T
9 o'clock?
No no...
I don't think i can go also.
Shitty...

Today miss to celebrate my classmate birthday.
They decided to go Neway...
But got this stupid germ...

Anyhow, i wish her all the best in everything=)
Birthday Queen...


(so bad larhx you...
still call me and "sour" me up arhx...)

Sick & Tired

Izzit possible for me to get over it?

I'm sick and I'm really tired.

Confusing...

Thinking all the rubbish over and over again..

Can't stop my mind.

My future is important, dude!

You are cheated on me!

Gosh!

All over the night..

Insomia again....

Acne grows on face....
=(
Hate that!


Hope i get well soon.


(scare i'm kena H1n1)

Memorable Dreamz

给偶最珍贵的梦
给最疼惜偶的你们
大家都终止这场游戏
开始在生活中打拼
希望可以在此唤醒之前的快乐
=）

100%的好人？

在这个世界上没有一个100%的好人。
就算你觉得他在这方面的好，但是，一个“好人”还是有坏蛋的一面。

在这个世界上没有一个100%的坏人。
就算你觉得他在这方面的坏，但是，一个“坏人”还是有好人的一面。

曾经一位朋友说，爱说人家的，都是道德缺氧的人。
有些人就是认为“好人”一定是100%的“大好人”。
但是，最近发现...其实也不见得。

一个“好人”就不会说别人的坏话吗？
一个“好人”就像在戏剧里看到的“真人君子”吗？
一个“好人”能永远是... ...好人吗？

相反的... ....

一个“坏人”就会一直说别人的坏话吗？
一个“坏人”就像在戏剧里看到的“大坏蛋”吗？
一个“坏人”就永远是... ...坏人吗？

互给惊喜

11是超多人生日的月
以前同班的都有6个
加上classmate有2个
11月真的是生日月

昨天原本以为可以给一位朋友惊喜，
谁不知是她口爱的狗狗给回了偶最大的惊喜。
偶看啊！是互给吧？

朋友，有感觉意外惊喜么？

昨天，一整天都没出去，闷在家都没睡午觉。
忙的都是DIY礼物给朋友。
偶没有别人有钱，但是偶有的是满满真心。
但是，真心好像都没什么被看好。
反而，花大笔钱的才能感动他们内心的石头。

希望偶的手工能够感动你，
只需一瞬间，
不用太久。

屌

伪装

人都是虚伪的

偶可以酱说吗？

昨天看了个朋友的BLOG

突然有的想法...


当你用真心对一个人

不伪装自己的身份

你却意想不到

其实大家都在伪装自己

就像偶一直都说

好像马戏团的小丑一样

他被迫嬉皮笑脸逗观众

因为这是他的职业

面具的背后

或许他更本就不想笑

想说的

或许就连偶自己都很难解释明白

但是

至少偶知道伪装有时候也是一种保护



-完-

祸从口出

是嘴巴惹的祸

真是的

很多事情都是因为嘴巴惹的祸

昨天真的是很该死

早知道就不要说这么多话

招来不必要的麻烦


偶最怕就是和别人作sales

更何况是被那些sales招上门来

偶还真的是不懂要躲哪里好

荷包又没比别人“饱”

当然是有的跑就逃啦


现在...真是祸从口出

别人找偶帮他们做sales

wakao~!!!

偶晕咯！

真是后悔昨天夸大口说的“10千！”

今天手机就不停的响~

怕是找不到偶死不休

偶麦卡~

希望待会儿手机响的不是“他们”好了

偶可是拜佛祈祷~

祈祷别在祸从口出

偶可是怕得要死

怕别人和偶说这个好的那个好的

不是不相信

只是觉得很烦

偶是个懒人

只想头脑清静点

不想睡觉都还在动脑精

哌瑟~