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天下無不散之筵席

甲同學:為甚麼「春天」不可以長一點?

乙同學:為甚麼「夏天」不可以長一點?

丙同學:為甚麼「秋天」不可以長一點?

丁同學:為甚麼「冬天」不可以長一點?

老師:因為一年就只有這麼長,就只有365天。如果每一個季節都各自要爭取多兩天,那最終誰來忍讓?誰要犧牲?

甲、乙、丙、丁都愣在一旁,低下頭了。

老師:不要不開心,同學們。所有事情都有一個期限的,春夏秋冬,總不能因為你們這幾個瓜逗留這麼久啊那,這世界怎麼過呢?你們應該開心,因為春夏秋冬依然還在,只是久不久,長不長已經不是問題了,最重要享受間中的過程,盡情的玩樂呀!

甲、乙、丙、丁又恢復了神采飛揚,開心的繼續上課。




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霓·可樂


霓·可樂,簡單來說就是 Nicole 的華文。

曾經有些人問過… …

“為什麼?為甚麼不是霓可就好呢?”

“夠特別啊!” 而我總是在聽了以後,微微一笑地說。

其實,我是個悲觀主義者。也或許這麼說,我是雙子,我會想很多,也正因為如此我很難會真正的快樂。

回想以前的我,太不會掩飾,太坦誠,太天真。

太多的人總是這麼說自己可以怎麼樣,可以怎麼樣… ...

而我只是很單純的羨慕別人的關係,卻讓自己冒險的嘗試和別人溝通自己的事情。

但也因為得到的不是自己想要的,反而更是無理的被反咬一口。

這一切的歷史正讓我把人看得更透,太多的虛偽卻成了我微笑的一個原因。

身邊太多的人總認為「我很難搞。」「我太悲觀。」

就是因為我說了太多沒有人能接受的事情,而被別人扣上了這些有的沒的的稱號。

我的冒險換不到我要的安撫,卻讓這些話語傷得更徹底,而真正讓我最無奈的是「你想太多了。」

你們說要聽,你們說要分享,你們說肩膀借我靠,而在我正想靠下去的時候,你他媽的告訴我「你想太多了。」

最可笑的是,你們反倒過來安慰我別怎麼樣,別這個樣… …

在你們這麼說的時候,我心裡寒笑了一聲。

虛偽,真的讓我笑透心。

這不是把我送去死有什麼差別?我自己還可以。

不過,所有事情已成歷史,卻也造就今天的我——霓可樂,其實就是告訴我自己:“你可以很快樂。”

我是不快樂的小孩,卻是知足常樂的小孩,我不貪心,我只是單純想快樂。






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最害怕


就算眼前視線模糊
也不想理會眼前的事物
哪怕美麗的夕陽就快落幕
惋惜的 始終是那受不起的衝動

呼吸穿梭呀呀無語
只想這樣反覆壓抑情緒
受不了全部剽剝好無顧慮
最害怕 始終是失去倒推的心動








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不曾擁有


你的可愛沒人能比
叫我怎麼能夠不愛你
就算再多的調皮
我也寧願和你遊戲
失去你的心情
我是應該要怎麼平靜

從來不曾擁有的關係
卻給了你我最多的關心
你愛耍寶的樣子
我都還來不及熟悉
淘喜的小眼睛
現在只能鎖在回憶裡

每一天的我擔心的不是我自己
無時無刻都想起你
你總愛黏著別人的腳跟
開心遞上你可愛的腳丫子
跟著 黏著 愛著 不曾擁有的關係

每一天的我關心的不是我自己
每時每刻喊你名字
最愛看你傻呼呼的樣子
每一個人嘴裡念的都是你
說著 想著 愛著 不曾擁有的關係





還記得我和你結緣的時候,是那一場大雨。

一開始撐著一把傘子,不停呼喚你的名字,想讓你進院子裡避雨。怎麼知道你這個白痴,怎麼叫都不會走進來。後來索性奮不顧身的把你從芒果樹下抱了進來,身體都濕了,是誰惹的錯?

你,看見我濕達達的身子還在不停為你抹乾身上的雨滴,而你彷彿听懂媽媽在一旁嘮叨要我趕緊把自己也弄乾的話,你立刻彈了起來,你也想幫我抹乾身上的雨滴似的,嘴裡咬著我手上的毛巾,不停的轉着幫我抹。

就是這樣,我和你結下了緣分。

一場大雨,我開始在乎你這個笨蛋。

或許我還不夠堅強,所以老天爺讓我生命出現了一個有你的故事。

你的消息,

我從此消失,

再見了我不曾擁有的狗狗。

願你在天堂快樂的生活。

謝謝你,Lulu. =')


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事實是什麼

現在的心情就是就連閉上眼睛都恐怕再也醒不過來。

“好好珍惜身旁的人。”

“好好珍惜你愛的人。”

“好好珍惜與家人度過剩下的日子。”

有太多的好好珍惜,滿天飛的好好珍惜... ...

那一些是真的告誡?虛偽的就因為所謂的世界末日才要好好珍惜嗎?

如果那三天黑夜過了,大家是否又會打回原形呢?


如果... ... 如果瑪雅預言的三天黑夜是真的,至少可以徹底推翻世界末日的語言。

但是如果... ... 如果這只是國家元首、國王、女王、首相為了避免人民混亂而撒的謊言,這不就是把世界末日電影的情節搬上檯面了嗎?

國家元首在電視上安撫子民:“這不是世界末日。”

國際級的科學家發言:“這只是其中一個地球換代的季節。”

某大力人士虛偽的發表:“少安毋躁,這絕不是事實!”

種種種種的大力人士都紛紛上節目、新聞講解和安撫窩在恐懼、一無所知邊緣的子民們。

到底事實是什麼?

他們說的都是真的嗎?




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依靠

我這個愛哭的傢伙,忍不住的又掉眼淚。

想家... ... 真的想念這個家... 的每一個人,尤其是媽媽。

每一次 production 的時候,都會忙得七上八下,沒得回家,必須寄人籬下。

這個家,開始就是我寄予想念的地方。

好想給媽媽個擁抱,卻找不到機會去抱她。

害怕像水龍頭的我會關不上開關的把水都像瀑布般的湧出來。

我的家不是豪華的房宅,沒有大廚的山珍海味,只不過是區區一個小小又再平凡不過的家和小小的師奶小廚。

但這一個家充滿著幸福的氣味,洋溢著滿滿愛的地方。

我的房間,沒有比別人家的漂亮,卻有著獨特屬於我的地方,我熟悉的味道。

當房門打開的那一刻,我偷偷的看到是爸爸進來的。

爸爸偷偷的趁我睡著的時候,過來 sayang 我的頭。

可,他卻不知道眼罩下的我,卻依然開著眼睛張望。

當房門關上的那一刻,眼角的淚已推擠在一塊兒,早已迫不及待的想落下。



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人生鏡頭

人生的經歷,一點一點累積成了一本厚厚的書。

那是別人把故事寫成一本日記,記載了每一天發生的事情。

我們會回想當初當下的感受、情景,很多事情畫面都說明了一切。

可是,記憶有時卻很模糊,單憑字跡不足以喚回一些或許被流失掉的情節。

然而,畫面卻可以帶著我們回到故事的最原點,一點一點的像個影片般地在腦海裡播放著。


每個人都有說故事的方式,每個人都有記載人生的方式。

而我喜歡用字眼、用照片告訴別人... ... 我的故事。

每一個人都是自己人生中的導演、編劇、主角。

大家都用不同的方式呈現自己的人生。

你活著是為了完成你的人生,而不是活著為了看人眼色。


你絕對可以選擇你要的故事題材;

你絕對可以選擇誰被你寫進你的故事;

你甚至絕對可以... ... 轉折你的故事。

不喜歡,你可以喊咔!不喜歡,你可以換角!

只是唯一不能的... ... 人生沒有 Take 2.



你,就是編寫你未來的編劇,你故事的導演,你人生的主角。

導一部讓人驚嘆的人生,做一個沒有遺憾的人。



×給想珍惜我的盆友:

我的人生鏡頭有限,被我攝入我故事的人類請好好珍惜那個 Quota,因為我不想換角。 =)













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原來我們都怕寂寞

原來... ... 我們都怕寂寞,寂寞得不願讓自己一個人。

走在繁忙的街道上,每個人都在和時間賽跑。

踢踢踏踏的腳步聲,布滿了整座市區。

就算人們帶著繁忙的步伐卻也抵不過寂寞的可怕。

上班族也好學院生也好,幾乎走在街上的人們,耳裏都會塞著耳機。

幾乎每一個人都願意在這步伐上給予這一種陪伴。

或許這一個陪伴可以放松心情;

或許這一個陪伴可以提供你最全新的資訊;

或許這一個陪伴也只不過是掩飾寂寞的道具。

至少耳機可以是最佳陪伴。

聽著收音台的,至少耳機裏還有個人對你講話;

聽著音樂的,至少還有個人對著你唱歌;

而純粹塞耳機的,至少別人認為你不寂寞。




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這一個特殊方式

     我喜歡在空閒的時候又或者特別想念的時候,把後門打開,然後站上那一個高高的石灰磚上,對著他們的屋子,大聲的喊他們的名字。

      不過一會兒,就會看見他們一個小瓜兩個小瓜的湧出來那類是陽台上的地方,把頭伸出來。開心的兩個小瓜,看到姐姐都合不攏嘴;和我一樣,我也好想把他們抱進懷裡,捏他們的臉頰一把。

      這就是我們的溝通。

      這一種溝通,這一種方式,雖然看起來一點也不討好,不斯文且粗俗,還會吵到人家,但是這就是我們最自然,最喜歡,最習慣的溝通方式。放任的把聲量高低音的釋放出,不在乎別人的眼光,放心的把要說的話放肆的高喊出來。

      “有-想-我-嗎?” 我,放慢速度的吶喊道。

      可愛的兩個瓜一定也會開心的、大聲的回說:“有~!”

      雖然我們的距離真的並不遠,就隔著一間房子,但是我們就是懶惰。懶惰走靠近一點講話,懶惰講了一下子,他們又要上樓去。這一種方式就是帶給我們歡樂及很不一樣的感覺。

      這下,我可想不到生活在城市裡,我卻還可以過著有點鄉下人的玩意兒。

      這種溝通,就是保持我們之間唯一不變的、只有我們的故事。

      這是前雇主女兒和前保姆女兒的故事。









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無厘頭





為什麼我們家的範圍,我們不能做決定?

為什麼我們家的範圍,我們卻不能有自由選擇的權利?

為什麼我們就不能說不要、不喜歡、不可以、NO, NO, NO?


大家的出發點都是一樣的,為什麼就不能有商量對策的機會,才來做最終的決定?

大家不都只是想求個安心,保個平安嘛!

何需搞得你我都不開心?

鄰居,不都是該互相幫忙,互相互相互相的嗎?

我們總不應該害怕惡勢力,而無厘頭隨便的做決定吧?

總不能莽撞的認為一堵龐然大物的鋼鐵式籬笆就能截住心懷貪婪的盜賊唄?!

反而,這一堵長得這麼硕大无比的籬笆不但還可以光明真大的向他們下戰帖,挑起他們的鬥志外,還無緣無故的協助了盜賊們輕而易舉的爬上我們各個家戶的頂板上。

這會兒,引狼入室的機率不是變大了嗎?

這更本就不是你們腦海裡想像的鎖起來,大家就安全了。

這一個籬笆真的做得很不好... ... 

一看,都讓我心動的想爬上去試試。

我倒認為沒有籬笆不是很乾脆嗎?

何必多此一舉?

都說明是賊了,他要是真的要來,就算你真的把這裡統統都圍了這個保護层,他還是有辦法的。

學功夫吧!不用這麼大費周章,還可以自衛、捍衛 “村民”。

大叔大嬸們... 

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這一個假期

        這一個假期,原本是一個充實的計劃,一個賺錢的好機會。怎麼知道一個意外弄傷了右手。我不能打工,我不能出街,只好呆在家裡好好的休養兼... 修養。

       閉門修養,其實就只是想要與 “事” 隔絕。很多的 msg... 看了,忘了,真的都懶惰回了。擱著,擱著,都一兩天的事了,才真正的把手機拿起來回复。放假,只是一個讓我可以變的很頹廢,很自我形象毀滅的時間。很多時候在想:放假了,要不是去哪個地方度假要不就乾脆呆在家裡閉關。其實都在想著去馬六甲度過我的假期。但是,礙於金錢上的困擾使得我被迫打消這個念頭。

     現實證明無錢的假期,還是在家做宅女度過唄!

      以前看電視的時候,看見哪個誰手受傷包紮傷口,心裡都在想:怎麼這麼好看,好想把自己的手也包成那個樣子。我承認小時候的我真的很白痴、很天真。好啦!小時候的 “夢想”,終於如願以償,而代價卻是把手給跌傷,痛不欲生。最慘的是,我撞傷了一個無辜的女生。她,真的倒霉的遇著我。尷尬的是,朋友後來告訴我她是我們學校的學姐。當時我心裡就是 1000個 OMG!

       因為右手暫時拿了無薪假期,導致很多事情都沒有辦法做好。像是刷牙、沖涼、換衣、洗碗,很多大小事務都因為手受傷而沒有辦法俐落的完成。可是,開心的事或許就是患難見真情吧!這段時間,媽媽都幫我洗頭髮呢!雖然不斯文但也不粗魯,我就是喜歡她肥肥短短的手在我頭上輕輕的按摩著我的頭皮。就這樣,我們都習慣了在這個 “洗頭的時光” 聊起話來。母女就該有說不完的話呀!

      反倒是我可愛的爸爸。那天下午和爸爸去看牙科,順便自己去洗洗牙。結果,當我們兩個都從治疗室出來的時候,我們都做了同樣的表情 -痛!就是痛!我們被洗牙的醫生到底是個怎麼樣的人阿?媽呀!也太粗魯了吧!說著說著...我們都笑了。

 這是我第一次單獨和爸爸相處說這麼多話,這麼多笑聲。記得平時爸爸來載我的時候,在車上我和爸爸都不多說幾句,尷尬。我也不知道,就害羞。可能...因為我老爸,他長得太帥,太迷人了。哈哈!

 我的假期就快過完了!現在每天窩在家裡追港劇、台灣偶像劇...最讓我受不得、影響我情緒的,非台灣偶像劇莫屬。要不是陳喬恩主演,我才懶得看台灣偶像劇。劇情舉一反三,來來去去都是王子灰姑娘的故事。最重點的是,故事劇情太愛拖泥帶水。只是我欣賞的是陳喬恩這個可人兒。她的角色雖然差別不大,但是我就是愛看她。每看她的一齣戲,就感動不已。情緒低落都因為她。=(

   這一個假期,放了很多鴿子。因為種種的原因,對不起啦!朋友們。我就是家中腐蝕的宅女,廢墟頹廢的垃圾。




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虚情假意

        我不应该推开那一扇门,走进委屈的红地毯。门后的辛酸,痛苦只有耳机陪伴。我应该应该... ... 应该转个身,离开。

        回到原本的故事... ...

       我是在推开那一扇门后才发现他们的存在。我没有退缩,也知道我不能够退缩。我就是不要让人家知道我在害怕,我在逃避。于是,我硬着头皮,一副 “我可以的表情” 走进了课室,到我平时坐开的位置,开始忙于我的事情。

       面对这一个 moment,我又来到了伪装的戏份。

       双手忙着把电脑打开,心里却一边的冒冷汗,想说小心翼翼的把插座给摆好,不发出任何声音才好。哪怕是不小心打了个嗝,我都会冒汗。

       我假装我很忙,我假装我听不到,我假装我不在乎。我好希望他们快点到,至少把我带离这一个地狱,又至少还有他们陪我面对。

       曾经的熟悉,被混杂的再度诠释。

       多糟、多脏的话依旧不够那虚情假意的面孔、心态来的更糟、更脏。

       我把耳机塞进了耳里,目的就是要营造成 “我更本听不到他们之间的谈话。” 

      其实,我依然听到字字不漏。

      我好想好想漠视他们的存在,我好想好想完全听不懂他们的语言,我好想好想逃离,我-要-换课室!

      人,为什么可以这么的卑鄙?

     现在想起那些过往我帮过你的画面,和你好过一阵子的画面,我真的无奈,无言。
   

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不予置评

礼貌很重要,如果你要别人对你有礼貌

请你学会尊重他人再要别人尊重你,哪怕他 / 她是你的长辈 / 晚辈。

讲话的时候无需用最高音、最响亮的声音引起别人的注意。

真的,大家都没有耳聋,都听得见,好吗?

还有请你醒目点,好吗?

耍白痴不会增进你的人缘,反而让人更讨厌。

请你收起你的白目,睁大你的眼睛,看清实情,不要乱瞎掰。

还有你那最令人反感的那一张

,是饮食的一道门,是发音的一扇窗,而非是是非非的一把机关枪!

有什么事情需要劳驾到你的,为之开了这么多枪?

不累吗?是也开,不是也开,这么多子弹,是否已经知道重伤了人家?

是要开多少枪才心甘情愿?

还有拜托你那烦人、恶心的装子弹的声音更想把你给揍下去!

有一些事情我不予置评,也只好选择沉默,但相信我,没人忍得过。


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一灘水



我想我是真的太久没有好好更新我的博客了。

好吧!

今天就分享一个日常生活作息上我们都蛮常遇到的事,但从中却让我领悟了一些道理的吧!

大家走路的时候会不会时常遇上一些大大小小的阻碍?

譬如说一辆无礼的车子挡路,一堆垃圾、一滩水挡了你的去路等等的... ...


下午步伐去著巴士總站的路途上,就很不好才的遇上了一灘水阻礙了我的去路。

刚好和我一樣遇上同一個問題的還有站在我隔壁的一個异族。

我们停顿的点刚好,利用半秒的时间,我們心裏都猶豫了該走左邊還是右邊。

但到最後我和他打算走的方向却不同。

我問:"為什麽不走左邊?快一點耶!"

他說:"你比較靠近左边當然這麽說。我比較靠近右邊,我往右邊去。"

說完,我們都各往各的意願走了。

當我們同一時間再次在同一個目的地碰見時,我們都知道了。

不管你最后是向右走还是向左走,總之都能到達目的地的,怎麽走都無所謂。

你为他好,你建议你的路让他和你一起走。可是,他却有主见的坚持自己所选的方向,因此大家就这样意见分歧。你看见的是短的路程,他看见的却是长远的路程。你说你为他好的,他却认为他的想法更好。

很多时候,我们心中都想要用更好的方法避开阻碍去达到目的地,但是很常我们都忘了。忘了倾听别人的话。总是一昧觉得自己认为的是好的,不理会别人的意见是否也会有不错的反应。多听无防,出来的效果、结果是好的,也无伤大雅,不是吗?


给于别人更好的建议没有错,但摄取别人的意见也没有不好,安静耐心的听,再想想,再发声,不迟。







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MLTR concert 2012 MALAYSIA









Selling off 2 MLTR FREE STANDING tickets!!! 

Venue: Setia City Mall, Shah Alam

Date: 23rd JUNE 2012

Time: 7pm

Whoever is interested, please contact NC. (016 257 5581)
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Time

        时间过得真的不只是非常的快,而是快得连你伸手都来不及抓住想要保留的时刻。当你还在犹豫的当儿,事情就已经在变化。当你醒悟的时刻,你已经无法把那失去的事情抓回来。
        
        时间啊!为什么不等人?正如... ... 时间啊!为什么要等人?一个人若活在幸福之中当让希望时间瞬间为此停留。但是,一个人若如果活在痛苦之中,是否还会一样希望时间停留在这残忍的光阴?人不可以自私,正如时间不能偏袒任何一方。如果时间是如此听任人类的每一句话,要停就停,要走就走的话,岂不是世界某日就是此时此刻?

      很多事情在我们还没来得及领悟它的重要性又或者说它对我们的影响力有多大,我们就是不会珍惜,永远都要错过!当你依然在挣扎的当中,理会那该死的心情,这就是为什么我们就是要和错过做朋友!很多时候梦寐以求的机会来临了,往往都会往退缩的怀抱飞扑过去,错过来搅局,机会就这样流失。

      现在机会来临了,是否还要被错过来渗一脚,理会那个该死的情绪,莽撞撞地把机会再次给流失呢?

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現在 ╱未來

小時候最耳熟的就是媽媽常對我說:"現在讀好書,長大以後出來社會容易找工作。" 小學畢業了,成績還考得不錯。 一直到我上初中三的時候,這一句話"讀好書,長大以後出來社會容易找工作" 依舊是耳熟的話。 到了大一那年要選課系了,媽媽就說:"選自己能應付的、家裏人能應付的,最重要是以後出來社會容易找工作!" 念了十幾年,還是這一句話"長大以後出來社會容易找工作。" 老一輩的長輩們都是這麽說著要自己的晚輩們先苦後甜有個好的生活可以過。 但,現今的社會是否能像以前的如此讀好書以後就有好日子過? 無可否認,現在的社會已經開始逃脫這個說法。 現在的人們多以快樂在先,但未必苦在後,因為人們知道先憂慮未知的事,倒不如先享受此刻的心情?
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Chernobyl





This is the story that I've written for one of my previous class subject. Just now I was looking for  one of my another assignment, but I had found this story out. Haha... So hoping to share at here and at least there is someone really take the heart to finish it. I know is quite a long paragraphs.
But.. ... Enjoy, anyway!

Chernobyl.

            Daniel, Nici, Roy and Elaine were good friends. They always played together, worked together, and even slept together. They were studying journalism in Donetsk National University, Ukraine.
            Daniel has short hair, single-edged eyelid sunny boy. He is 185cm, the tallest in them. He was the team leader of basketball in the university because he is talented in playing basketball. This made his character even further self aloof and sometimes the people around him had a hard time getting along with him. Besides, he was pursuing his classmate, Nici. He fell for her when he first meets her at a basketball court.
            Nici has long pretty hair with big eyes and she is a little chubby girl with a well developed shape. She was kind. As she passed the basketball court on the first day in the university, she saw Daniel had injured on his foot so she quickly took him to the clinic. This was how they met and became friends. But, she was a neural sensitive person. When someone calls her for an adventure, she will reject them for certain. She thinks and worries too much to go for adventure; she does not take risks. There was once, during the last Halloween, she was being bullied by a bunch of her classmate. But luckily that night Daniel was there to save her from them. Yet, she never accepts Daniel’s pursue because of his overexposed confidence. But this did not affect their friendship in between the gang. Nici has a god brother in the class, Roy.
            Roy was bareheaded, short, small eyes and wearing a thick-framed glass with a well-bred look. He was the only good in theory studies but not in practical studies. He was introvert, not sociable and he was coward. Last few weeks, Daniel just simply craps that there was a pneumatic waver in toilet at every 12am and he was afraid for almost a week. Elaine was his secret love, which was his god sister, Nici best buddy. He never tells anyone, including Nici.
            Elaine knew Nici since they were 10 years old. Elaine, she was brave girl. She dared to say and do anything. She never once cared about what others will think of her. She was tall, slim, and she had a long and silky brown hair. She treated everyone good, especially Roy. She accompanied him for that whole week due to what Daniel had mentioned about the pneumatic waver story. Everyone was saying that Roy is her secret love. But then they just remain friends. Roy did not believe that such a pretty girl will fall for him.
            In class, Nici sat with Elaine while Daniel sat with Roy. Nici and Elaine were just both sitting in front of them. They used to turn around and joke about a lot of stuff. But Roy will just sit there and read books.
            “Good morning to everyone!” said Ms.Kailee. “Today I will give a project to the journalism students to do a survey report for me on some disaster places. I already picked out some places for you guys.” 
            Everyone started getting scared. Nici turned around and looked at Roy with a helpless look. They started to pray for God's bless. While Daniel and Elaine still looked fine if Ms.Kailee really distributed them to the place where they will be just fine with it.
            “Nici.” called Ms.Kailee. Nici was so scared and slowly put up her shaky hands and said: “Yes.”  “You've been distributed to Chernobyl Disaster in Ukraine to do the project. Please get me the correct information of the past 25 years of Chernobyl. And please go and find your partners. Four in a group.” said Ms. Kailee.
            At the moment, Nici was shocked and stunned at there. “Crap! Dammit! How could it be?! Oh my god!” Nici grumbled silently.
            Everyone knew that Chernobyl Nuclear Power Plan had been considered the worst nuclear power plant accident in history, and is one of only two classified as a level 7 event on the International Nuclear Event Scale. In Chernobyl, its population had been around 50,000 prior to the accident. Most of them been killed. The rest of residents all became seriously ill from the radiation. They were mutants, they born deformed baby. They did not look like normal people anymore. According to rumors, this place had been considered as a death city, some even mentioned it as ghost town. The point is that the place had been left uncultivated for 25 years after the accident had happened. No development, no people in and out from the city. Chernobyl is totally freaking them out. The government had sealed the town for 25 years!
            Nici was trying to ask for another place. But seemed Ms.Kailee did not want to bother her much. “Try your best to build a good team and give me a good report of the place. You and your team are our future journalist.” said Ms.Kailee.
            Nici looked so upset and felt so helpless. She then gave out eye signal to Daniel, Elaine and Roy asking them to be with her in a team.
            Ring~ It’s 1 o’clock. Ms.Kailee class had dismissed. Daniel is the first one who say yes to Nici because he knows that she needs him. Elaine was in because they are best buddy, doing anything together. While Roy he opposed to join them in the beginning. Actually they always do projects in the same team but this time the odds made Roy hesitated. But in the end, luckily Elaine successfully persuaded him to join.
            They started to discuss about the project. They said it will take 4 hours to do the survey in Chernobyl town, Nici started to oppose.
            “I feel that 4 hours is too long and too dangerous to stay in a dead city or even ghost town. Don’t you all remember that everyone said that is a dead city? Many of the workers there died or attained serious defects from the radiation. ” said Nici.        
            Roy then kept nodded his head and indicated that he agreed with Nici.
            Elaine looked at Daniel. They both opposed what Nici said.
            Daniel started to analyze the time to the plan and told them that it is not enough for surveying a town.
            “Chernobyl is big. It consists of kindergartens, schools, gyms, buildings, hospitals and even an abandoned amusement park. We decided to spend only 4 hours for the survey is already a limitation. We are in a rush. This was 25 years ago, it doesn't affect us, this generation anymore.” said Daniel.
            Nici and Roy started to agree with them.
            “It takes time to do a survey on a school, needless to say a city? If the place is in danger, do you think that Ms.Kailee will even put this place into consideration?” said Elaine comforting Nici and Roy.  
            They both then nodded and agreed with what had Daniel and Elaine said.
            On the next day, they prepared their things such as voice recorder, camcorder, water and some food. They departed later that morning. They drove a Daniel’s Ford F150, setting off to Chernobyl. After some time, they reached. The sun was on top on their head. It was noon. The first impression for them of the place was the sign on the road to Pripyat, the town where the workers of the nuclear plant lived. Prypiat used to be proud for being home to the Chernobyl Nuclear Power Plant workers. But, after the violent explosion those good times were history.
            They looked around and tried to find anyone who is still living there. But, so far they did not see anyone along the way. The city looked like a dead city resembling the movie Resident Evil. They went to one of the deserted secondary school in Chernobyl to start collecting information. They set off everything, camcorder and voice recorder. Daniel was the head of the team. Since Nici was too anxious, so Daniel took over and led them. Nici then took turns of the voice recorder while Roy was the cameraman. Elaine was the host for the project.
            “The schools have remained relatively intact considering the problems with looters eight years ago. I guess books don’t hold much value to the poor.” said Elaine. She started her speech with what she had seen. “Children will never run here again.” said Elaine continued with what she thought.
            “Cut. Good take.” said Daniel. They then moved to another place – gym class. Everyone looked around and felt that the atmosphere in there was extremely horrible and uncomfortable. Nici started to ask them to make haste and finished everything fast. She felt something was wrong with the building. And suddenly Roy stunned there and pointed at the corner of the gym class. Everyone was afraid and slowly turned around and see what happened.
            There was a man crouched there. He was deformed, bald, wearing worn clothing and he looked so ill. Nici and Roy started to stay backward while Elaine move forward and took a clear look for the old man. She then asked them to take action for shooting this as they can make an interview for information. Initially, Daniel, Nici and Roy were refused to do that because they felt that something wrong with the man crouched there. But, Elaine shouted at them once again to start recording. They had to follow the instructions.
            Elaine stepped forward to the old man. This time she can clearly see that an old man tooth was sharp and long. Suddenly, Elaine stunned. She seemed seeing something fleeting from his mouth. The old man was eating a living rabbit.
            “Run!” screamed Elaine. Everyone was shocked because they did not know what happened that had made Elaine felt so terrible. Also, the scream had gotten the old man's attention. He started to put away the dead rabbit.
            Elaine was so afraid, she can't even move from there. The old man stood up and walked close to Elaine. Nici intended to go and save her. She never want to lose her best friend. But, Daniel did not let her go.
            “This is too late, Nici.” said Daniel.
            Nici cried and shouted to Elaine, wishes to wake her up from trapped in afraid. The old man pulled out his hand and straight away grabbed Elaine and bite. They quickly run and stopped the project. When they wanted to escape, they only realized that Roy already gone. He escaped himself silently and not even intended to save Elaine. He was willing to let his beloved die. Nici was so sad that her god brother had treated a friend like piece of garbage. Elaine’s body was poorly bitten by that old man. There was blood everywhere.
            “Why the hell are we here for our project? What’s wrong with Ms.Kailee?” cried Nici complaining to Daniel. “I had told you this is not good. There is definitely something wrong with this place! No grandpa has sharp teeth, especially one that bites!”
            Daniel stayed silent. Kept running with Nici to a safer place. Nici was in a totally panic and she just wants to go back home. She did not want to stay there any longer. They ran off from the deserted secondary school. Initially, Nici still want to find Roy. But, Elaine death recalled her back and she gave up for him.
            The Sun is setting as they walked out from the building. Shadows from the trees and buildings around them grew longer. Nightfall is getting close. Both of them got shocked, they had finally understood why there was no one in the daytime but during the night when the sun goes down, everyone starts coming out. There were old men, old ladies crouched aside. Some with no cloths on. With bloody mouth due to eating living creatures. Affected by the radiation, these monsters cannot see but they can feel their breathing. The monsters stopped eating and tried to feel their breathing because they heard the sound when they stepped out from the school. They had to hold their breath and ran quickly and silently to avoid alerting them. As they seen, there was no plantation at all. A place that had left uncultivated for 25 years grows nothing but fear.
            When Daniel and Nici walked half way to another building which was hospital, Roy suddenly ran out from the school. He never knew that the monsters were blind. As long as he holds his breath and walked away, he could escape himself.  But, he was too scared and breathed so hardly because he saw many of them outside. He could not stay calm and pretended nothing was out there. He looked around and he saw some lignum wood. He lighted it up. Thinking the fire could save him from them. But it backfired, instead of scaring them away it attracted more monsters to him. He died struggling. His body was torn into pieces of minced meat for the monsters to consume. Every hungry monster fought wildly, just to get a piece of his body.
            Daniel and Nici felt so sad to see the tragedy happened on their buddies. They continued ran through the hospital and finally they saw there was an exit just next to the hospital. But there were too many of the monsters out there and they could not get to the exit. They only can hide inside the hospital until the next morning. They walked in and stayed closely to each other so that they can mutual support each other. Once they stepped in to the hospital, the atmosphere was so damn creepy. Feelings like many eyes around looking at them. But, they cannot see anything because there was no electric current inside the dead town.
            “Daniel, can we go out? We just don’t stepped further. Is too dark inside and I can’t see anything else.” said Nici with trembling voice. 
            “Are you sure out there is safer than here? There is monsters everywhere.” said Daniel.
            Nici be at a loss. She did not know what decision to make is the best. But she knew that as long as Daniel is with her then everything will be fine.
           She continued follow where Daniel goes. She started to hold his hand tight because she cannot see anything. When they walked into the hospital corridor, suddenly Nici stepped a pool of water. They stunned.          
            “Grrrr… ...” They heard some voice. They wanted to know where was the voice comes from. But, they scared. They knew that not only from one but many of them.
            “Grr… …” The voice came more nearer to them. They hold their breath and kept move backward. There was a rock on the floor and Nici never notice. She fell down. She screamed out loud. This makes them easier to find them.
            Daniel quickly put his hand to cover her mouth and hold breathing.
The monster started to find them. They move slowly and carefully to find the sound. They smelled every corner to detect their breath. When the monsters passed through them, they finally can loosen their tension. They thought the monsters were gone. But was actually one turning back and looked at them. They never know.
Daniel the first one stood up and carried Nici. The monster straight away flapped on Nici. Daniel tried to rescue Nici. He tried to pull away the monster. Kicked it away and punch it. Nici succeed in escaping while Daniel involved himself to the monster. The monster was alerting more monsters to come over for Daniel. Daniel knew that he could not escape himself away from them. So, he was willing to sacrifice himself for saving Nici.
            “Run! Run as fast as you can.” shouted Daniel to Nici. “Don’t bother me!” He left the last word.
Nici was be at a loss and be forced to listen what Daniel said. She cried while running away from the building.
She came to the second floor. She saw Medical Store Room. She was moving a step followed a step silently go inside the room. She scared she saw a monster again. She saw a cupboard. When she opened the cupboard, she saw many medical scalpels dropped out. She fit herself and hid into the cupboard.
She kept crying silently. She cannot accept what had just happened in a day. She had been distributed in a group with her good friends for journalism project.
They came to the the worst nuclear power plant in history. They thought the residents were deformed in physical appearance only. The place had been uncultivated for 25 years ago. Never of them think was the place end up like a total resident evil.
They never knew. They never knew. This was Ms.Kailee mistake. Nici came in 4 people to Chernobyl. And now just left her.
She felt asleep. Staying in the cupboard for almost 4 hours.
She knew that she could not stay like this anymore. She cannot just be a coward anymore. She knew that no one could save her away from the hell place. Only herself.
She wiped away the tears on her face. She told herself she had to be strong, very strong only she could escape from here. Save herself away from here could be worthy of Daniel.
She came out from the cupboard. She picked up the medical scalpels as something that could protects herself. The night was gone. She looked at the window just next to the cupboard. The monsters activities finally came to an end. Suddenly, there was a monster standing behind her.
“Grr… …” she felt the voice again. But, this time she calmed. She turned around and poked its right eye.
The monster screamed painfully. Nici quickly jump out from the window and kept running to the big fence which they first came from. The sun rise up. She saw there was the sign on the road to Pripyat and Daniel’s car.
She smiled. She knew she was saved.







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逃过是福,逃不过是祸

同一个环境,同一个屋檐,却不知道是不是同一个模糊的脸庞。

不知到是不是同样的配角上演,却只知道是同一个故事大纲。

那一个同样的剧情,同一个恐慌的心情... ...

一个接着一个陌生既熟悉的人在你身边死掉... ...

那一个最后的主角,带着微小的生命奔跑,跑到最前头的大门,才发现原来是锁的。

心里冒着很多的该怎么办,措手不及的恐慌,是否又会死在同一个地方,同一个情况?

我... ... 不想死掉。

不想这样子死掉。

为什都是同一个地方,同一个情景,同一个环节,同一个故事?

为什么最终的大门是还是一样的上锁?

又为什么都卡在同一个地方?

时间、天色都可以反复地相同。

每一次到这里,一定要逼自己醒过来。

深怕自己不再醒过来,或许迟疑的一秒钟我就再也没有办法醒过来了。

太逼真的那一种恐惧,害怕入睡的心情,我终于知道为什么我都不敢一个人睡,为什么我都不敢在夜里睡着。

原来这个故事跟随我这么久了,我却今天才发现到原来我反复都在做同一个与死亡有关的梦。


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音乐感情

好享受这种与音乐靠这么近的感觉。

那一种闭上眼你仿佛能够感受到手指在玩弄这些旋律的快感。

然后那些一鼓一击拍打在你心中的旋律,那个感觉真的很棒。

闭上眼睛仿佛自己就与那些音符沉睡在空中,模糊的漂浮着。

多久了没在夜里把耳机塞进耳朵,好好听歌。

这一种细心品尝好歌的细腻,是很棒的方法。

如果很不幸运的听到烂歌,也只能按 “NEXT”。

因为耳机靠很近,听到的一定比较仔细,要是烂歌还这样听法,它就剥夺你的休息时间。

很多人说:“我只会谈感情,不会弹钢琴。”

钢琴复杂还是感情复杂?

呵!如果可以,我宁可学会弹钢琴,再谈感情。

就算你遇到的多不好,要是你真的爱上了,用心的爱上了,我告诉你不管那个人有多少缺点,你依旧会包容。

但是,时间往往就是让人家改变这一切的理由。

当你真的用心爱了,不管什么都是好的;当你变心了,不管什么都是坏的。

这个世界真的没有放不下的事情,也就只是你自己的心态 要还是不要。

就好像当你发现一首好歌,你会愿意不停的播放不管什么时候;但是很多时候我们听腻了,就会开始慢慢停止播放这首歌。

要是它无意间的再让你听见,相信这美好的歌也只能是曾经的美好,在这深夜里绝对不会让它继续打搅。

你可以去执着的争取你要的真相,但是你要劝服你自己一定要相信你争取回来的事实。

傻子的执著过,努力的争取过,如果事实不是你要的结果,那就让不属于你的放手让他走。




我真的没有后悔我后悔。
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那首歌

终于看到了那部戏。

结局还真的让人啃咽。

他们纯纯的喜欢,慢慢变成浓浓的爱。

最终都没有办法走在一起的两个人。

我只是观众,我只能说我可以感受到那些年发生在他们的身上的画面,可以感受到那一份错过的心情。

身为当事人的九把刀和沈佳宜,又有何感想?

会不会想把时间扭转,倒回去追逐那个错过的幸福?

还是说:那都过去了,就算回到过去又如何?确定那一份感情还是一样吗?现在的他 / 她是幸福的,祝福。

如果那一次柯京腾鼓起勇气的,没有阻止沈佳宜说出答案的,或许,他们会在一起。

虽然结局让人不欢,可是彼此都拥抱了属于自己的幸福,没有拆散。

就这样... ... 那些年就这样成为他们心中最美好、最不想忘记的回忆。


爱,本来就是纯纯的,不复杂。

这个故事简直赚多人类的泪水,太写实。

人类都害怕错过,但都往往错过。

有些人抓着该放手的事,有些人却放手了该抓着的事。

等你醒来的时候,时间已不能再为你倒退了。


那一天,女孩醉了,但却还清醒的。

刚好车子里播放了那首歌。

女孩告诉了说:

“ 因为幸福不等人
   因为时间不等人
   所以我们都找错的人 结婚。

   十年后的我们
   身边都有了另一个人。”

说完,女孩都哭了。

好久好久,女孩都不敢听那一首歌,因为一起喜欢那首歌的人已经不再她身边了。

这一次,女孩终于鼓起勇气,勇敢地把那部片子看了。

其实,需要勇气的不是那部片子,不是那首歌,而是不听话的那些回忆。
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失眠

       最怕夜深人静的空间,原本喧哗的房子个个都睡着去了。剩下风扇不停打转的声音掩盖了整个寂静。还有谁会在这个时候陪着我醒呢?藕断丝连的思绪不停纠缠着我的眼皮,疲惫的身子不停地在床上翻滚又翻滚。眼睛只好不停往手机盯了又盯,手痒痒地按了一键又一键,想说哪个谁来打搅一些也不为过吧?

        不知道是要开课了还是没有酒精的麻醉定还是没有那熟悉的怪手在,我近来都在与睡眠过不去。痛苦不是我当上了夜猫子,痛苦是因为我明明就累得疲的呢可却没有办法到周公那儿。夜生活少了可真不爽啊!每一次约都不行,这个那个,还有什么非洲理由,拜托爽直一点啦!优柔寡断很娘娘腔。

      有时候深夜了爱玩的就反正眼皮都是盖不下来了,倒不如把眼睛睁大大看看伸手不见五指的黑暗,我是否真的可以看到一些东西。可是,我妈妈就是在生我的时候忘了生胆给我了,我也只好闭上眼睛不敢再做多诱惑躲在漆黑背后的东西。可见,闭上眼对我来说还是安全点。

      墙上挂着的时钟没有慈祥的为我停下任何的脚步。长短不一的脚指很卖力的一步一步向左转。一个圆圈画一个圆圈,三个家伙都很卖力的干活着,仿佛一偷懒就会世界末日。 1点了, 2点了, 3点了!妈呀!这是我最不想熬过的时间。放个假,我都得这么痛苦的睡着嘛? 三粒钟的时间我做了好多翻滚动作,消耗的卡路里多么?不见得呗。向左边比较好睡;不,向右边比较好睡;不,左边;不,右边。靠!翻滚多少次才可以睡?

     嗯,有了!耳机,听歌。向右边睡,好睡。[夜的第七章] 、[让爱从生]、[忘了爱]、[Come In With The Rain]、[下雨天]、[我不愿让你一个人]... ... 不知道,不知道这个演唱会唱了多久,我才被动听的旋律怂恿的睡下去。最怕的不是睡不着,而是就算演唱会结束了我依然还是清醒的。

    每一天的终结,那些有事没事干的梦总是藕断丝连的为我每一天的结局给我很深刻的思绪,好像真的一样。

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嘘... 安静的别管我了。

嘘... 走开我不需要被可怜。

嘘... 我不需要被关心、被担心,我很OK!

嘘... 我对不起啦!
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长大了

周杰伦唱得对啊听妈妈的话绝对没有错。

不管以后什么跟什么就喊一声 [咪, 你觉得叻?] 就够了。

她 says NO,我就 NO。

=]


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I'm the princess in my life

悬崖,公主回来了。

跌了一身伤,好辛苦再爬到这一个荒废已久的悬崖。

清静了许久,没人陪厚?

公主回来啦!

不与寂寞做朋友,因为公主在了。

公主赶功课,快烦死了,但有谁懂?

朋友都还不错,都在第一时间帮公主了!

要不然公主现在已经疯掉了。

归来这个属于我的世界,我真的很谢谢。

那一夜的再次烂醉,让我看清什么跟什么。

那一夜的再次崩溃,让我吓坏多少人啊!

全场停顿在我一霎那的啃咽,我多狼狈让人担心。

可我却烂醉,隔天才晓得。

唯一不变的,我还是你们心中的公主。

谢谢你们。=]








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那些年

每个人都有每个人的那些年。

虽然我还没把那本书看完,电影也还没看。

我原本以为故事中的男女主角是 Happy Ending,可是不是。

有个人告诉了我结局,我起了鸡皮疙瘩,好替他们惋惜。

这个故事真的是那些年我们每个人都会经历的过去。


我的那些年... 却想到你。

阔别这么久的时间,我们的变化起了很大的反差。

从陌生变熟悉,到最后还是回到我们最陌生的记忆。

这篇给你。

那些年,你坐在我前面。

那些年,我很爱欺负你,用了蓝色、红色、搞不好都有黑色原子笔把你的两只手都乱画。

那个时候,你说你妈妈会骂,可我还是继续乱乱画。

那些年,你也很爱欺负我,老是把 “猪” 挂在嘴边,然后和他们一起嘲笑人家。

那些年,你半用心半调皮的教我做数学,答不上你就骂我 “猪”。

想起的那些年,脑海还浮现你用手指指着我然后你叫我 “猪” 的嘴型。

那些年,  我们一起分享了我们的秘密。

那些年,我们互相鼓励给彼此最好的加油。

那些年,中学的快乐时光,不属于我们现在的生活,永远都被埋葬过去。

那些年,你画过给我的画,如今还是我很美的一段回忆,我都还收藏好。

你呢?还记得我们的那些年吗?

呵呵...

曾经的那些年,多少人还是渴望它是美好的。

曾经的那些年,有谁想把它忘了?

那些年,我们曾经的美好。

现在我们什么都不是,不是情人,不是知己,也不是朋友了。

喂... 你过得好吗?

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风筝

曾经听闻,谈恋爱就像放风筝。

什么时候收一些在乎, 什么时候放多点感情, 酝酿妥当,你的风筝就不会这么容易跌下来。

有些人掌着自己手势好, 同时放多几个风筝在天空飞翔。

有些人却愿意耐性的慢慢摸索, 用心守护这一只风筝。

也有些人因为太过放纵,不小心把线都放完。

风筝飞走了。

但偏偏,我的风筝, 我抓得很紧。

曾经释怀过, 却还是没办法收放自如, 因为我太在乎。
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开口中

最近,我看这世界很灰。

很多不好的事情一直不停不断的发生。

那,好!他汽车坏掉,我们转搭公共交通。

那天晴天霹雳,在巴士上坐足了 1粒钟。

我就开玩笑的说:“信不信,等一下要到的时候肯定下毛毛雨,然后,下车时就倾盆大雨?回到家要冲凉就没水,要吹头发又没电,要睡觉床架刚好烂掉?”

他笑笑的说:“哈哈!怎么可能酱衰啊?如果是酱,我们就真的很衰。”

说完,我们继续等那死人巴士绕绕绕。

话说没多久,就看到有水滴在巴士大镜上。

我心想:妈呀!不是真的这么准吧!瓦靠!

“开口中!” 我说。

“你看。我都说了。”

结果雨越下越大。
如果我有魔力,我希望明年世界末日。
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讽刺

仰望着无边无际的天空,心里一阵悲;嘴角却上扬;讽刺地,眯成线的眼,落干了吗?

蔚蓝色的天空,漂浮着阵阵凉风,心里仿佛也被吹得冷冷的,抖了一下。

看着天空,咦!是大太阳照射大地呢!

温热的双手,却没有办法把冰冷的心冷却。

讽刺..

对这个世界喊痛,谁会听见心房的讯号?

不是一把刀的痛,不是一支针的痛,而是无言的痛。

什么都不怕,却害怕那一种看不见明天美丽的时候。

或许冰冷的心逐渐冰冷了手,慢慢地我的世界又再度被封锁了吗?

我落难的悬崖,又该让我回去了,是吗?

别等我了,距离悬崖,我已走了好远,我不想再回去那个地狱。

我朝着幸福的光芒走着,黑暗的魔咒远离我吧!


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好人

I used to say that he or she not good. He or she very bad. This and that not good. But.. Actually I'm the one. I'm not a good girl.
=']
N-for-Nothing
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我爱我喜欢

心情不好的时候,我超想到海边。

看着无边无际的天空连着蓝色的海洋,这是幸福的感觉。

海风飘拂着脸颊,海水洋溢浪潮,听听海水拍打石头的声音...

啊... 这是多么的美。

想念槟城的海,槟城的美景。



心情不好的时候,我超想吃冰。

以前只懂的欣赏巧克力口味,现在我可爱死抹茶。

口里含着一口又一口的抹茶,直到溶化。

浇熄了心中的不愉快...

吃冰,我的最爱。

有事没事,心情好定坏,吃冰真的很爽。




心情不好的时候,我超想吃巧克力。

甜在心头,不想管这么多闲杂的事。

把它暂且遗忘,享受甜甜的感觉。

我爱我喜欢的东西...
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Nico a.k.a NC




留了8 年的头发就这样一刀挥过,不见了。


再见了,我的长发。


有人说我像 TB了,长发比较漂亮;也有人说很 cool,很好看 。





 


所以是 leng zai 定还是 leng lui 呢?=D


不管怎么样,挑战新事物最刺激不过。


喜欢这一个我,全新的我!


大家好,我叫陈 NC.


请叫我 Nico.



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奇怪

我很奇怪

我知道

说不上为什么

或许就让心情这样

隔着 放着 让它冷却吧




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我可以

很多事情,我们以前都看不管、看不开,

但是,当自己遇见了,其实有时候遥望远方,感觉自己的心脏,这些问题都只不过是芝麻葱皮的事。

或许我不该这么说,但有时候,真的会这样觉得,反而比较开心。

我相信这种吵闹的繁杂声音,很快就会在耳边环绕。

而且越来越多,越来越多。

我可以克服的,就是不要想太多。

能够坦白的、该坦白的时候,尽我所能,我会坦白。

毕竟,坦白还是对大家都好的方法。

生活要加油!


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YOU Out!

Doctor came in and released anesthesia to my dad.


After some time, my dad woke up. 


He thought the stone was taken out from his body. 


He felt quite awesome that time.


But... When doctor came in again and said..


"The stone is to0 small. So laser failed."


Dammit. 囧. O| ̄|_


I wish that HE could being health soon, and YOU are out from his body automatically instead of doing such laser operation.





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MONEY

I feel that is perfectly good that i work for wasted my time instead of staying @home for doing nothing.

@least, I got pocket money, I earn for saving.

Standing right in front the booth, serving customer, sampling food, counting stock......

Argh...... I damn hate maths. But I regret that I don't do better in maths. Hate counting stock super duper! 

For beginning, is being hard, tired, shy for me. Act as a dilator, keep repeating the speech for every single customer. It is so bored. Smiling, keep smiling. "Greeting/ start conversation/  promoting...."

The worst part........ is my pity kelian feets...... Standing for whole day..... that only two break time for me to sit for 2 hours. Oops... no! Not exactly 2.. Cut off the minutes that took away for walking, buying food.... that's only left 40-45mins for each break. Argh....................... tiring!

One day 24 hours..... 12 hours working time..... left 12 hours..... tak cukup la tuhan! >.<

But, everything is worth for MONEY!

No MONEY No BREAD No LIFE.

Jia you! 陈NC!




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一切平安

今早大家纷纷 5-6 点就起床。

姑姑他们是因为扫墓去。

而妈、哥、妹准备陪我爸...  去就住院。

而我却因为工作,没办法陪他一起去。

老头子他明天就开始动手术了。

我不知道是 laser 还是动刀。

但,愿一切平安无事,手术顺顺利利。

医院那边的 2 颗蛋配白饭 真的没有你老婆煮的好吃。

老爸,等你回家。


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2503



今天2503,大日子。


我家老大生日!


期待他今天从 Seremban 回来。


他从没离家这么久过,这次却是两个星期。


虽然,间中他有 “偷跑” 回来过,可因为我工作在身,回到家累了,都没正眼看他一下。


论平时在我们家很少看到吃到蛋糕店的蛋糕,今天有口福啦!


我这老哥,脾气也是不好。


说实在我们家的人脾气的很奇怪。


有时候明明想要表达心中那份情,可往往就是表错的出来。


上一秒说了,下一秒就后悔死了,碍于面子就算了。


我们家中的呢关系都还不错啦!


时好时坏,sampat 的咯!


不过,我知道我们彼此都相亲相爱的。=]


他呀!NS 都没去过,真可怜。


亏我这当老二的都独立咯!Aha!


好啦!生日快乐~ 快点回来,不然吃掉你的 black forest! =P


Cute? =D
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钱对我来说很重要

Yea~ ! 有工开,饭碗有保啦!

哈!好久毋这样有工作的日子了。

没工作,就没得娱乐,生活也比较闷了。

X 工作 = X 娱乐 = 闷。 [囧]

钱对我来说很重要,没有钱你想要的东西,哪里找免费的?

别光说 shopping 要花钱,你身上没钱,朋友邀你出门都会嫌你。

有些会说知道知道转个身又在问你:“Eh,几时得空哦?”

知道家里不是什麽可以伸手就有 $$$ 给你花的,成熟是唯一减轻他们的负担。

如果说同样的原因,大家都会嫌烦啦!
从小到大,朋友一jio,很多时候都是这个原因,但是碍于面子,很多时候只能说忙。

心里其实也不知道多想要,可是知道自己是什麽菜,不能的时候,总该学会拒绝。

以前不能的时候,总会对爸妈发脾气,现在懂事了,但是脾气还是没收敛!囧
现在知道了。他们年长了,家里还有个妹要毕业了也需要大笔钱。

陈NC, 加油!=]
虽然做工很累,但最累的莫过于脚和嘴。

要站到break time才有的坐,要站到放工才有的回。

要说到break time才有的吃,还不能停嘴,回到家睡觉了,嘴巴总算休息了。

陈NC, 加油!
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头脑思绪阻拦 

手脚动弹变懒 

慵懒躺在床上

睡不着看看天花板...

在家,温暖窝在被里,什么都不要烦.

11 点钟,手机没响,我起床.

不想理,不相关,不想管。

我就是要这样慵懒。

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谁?



          你是谁?




                我是谁?


                                                                                      
        他是谁?




那... 你是谁?


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希望

今天有完没完
过得不知的慢
明天有没明天
一切只能盼望

地球停止旋转
重获美丽世界
没有天灾人亡
幸福人生地方

故事可以重写
历史不能改编
发生只能遗憾
人生只能感叹












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夜了,要睡了吗?

那些恐惧可以忘了吧?

害怕,当然还是会怕!

谁会真能确定平静的马来西亚真的依旧太平?

真怕夜晚睡着了,被大水冲了都不晓得。

马来西亚设备不如人,人家巩固的家都被吹个东倒西歪的,我们会是somo样子?

真是不敢想象。
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保佑

愿天下太平。保佑日本灾民早日脱离险境。

祈求地球不要在生气了,人类迟来的迁悔总比没有来的早吧?

地球,放过人类吧!

不要末日,不要没有明天的未来,我们人生还不过半载,今天刚出世的宝宝还没满一岁。

地球,不要做坏的一方。

地球,是保护人类的避风港。

地球,是人类的家,动物们的栖息地,植物的生长区。

愿天下太平。保佑日本灾民早日脱离险境。
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你的问题还是我的问题

纳闷,我快疯了。

或许会被认为我的性格很极端,但是我知道我不是。

最近都有好几个人让我快 ki siao。

是我拒人于千里之外太久了所以不懂得和人家沟通?

顶还是他们根本听不懂我说的话?

有些时候,我说这东西,他们说嗯、好的,过了一阵子,又问我。

他妈的,我的心情真的很糟。

一个人就算了,为什么是几个呢?

问同一个问题,是谁都会 dia gong[抓狂] 吧!

我真觉得是我的问题吗?

是我失去了沟通能力让人家很难明白我说的话吗?

我真是搞不懂。





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听我说[梦]话

夜长多梦 属实属假?
梦醒就幻灭 留下熟悉的感觉
摸不着头绪 想不起出现的人是谁


梦 谁能记得它开始在何方
结束却是死于梦中而惊醒

你是否曾经梦到一半听到闹钟响
但你却不知觉那是来自你世界的声音

有时候一个声音把你的梦毁了 [美梦]
有时候一个声音却把你 “救” 了 [噩梦]

上次看了那部 nightmare on elm street 我就发了个梦
就那一刀他一挥过来我就醒了
是马上睁开双眼 看看是否自己还在

是否曾经如此从噩梦惊醒?
是否睡醒枕头一片湿热?

我真觉得这部电影拍得真是好
Christopher Nolan 把梦的故事写得真的很棒
让我摸不着头绪的事情 大概有个理解了
原来现实的5分钟确是梦里的1hr
怪不得我明明记得我睡不久 可梦却这么长
有时候还有多个梦捆在一起


整个故事看起来对我虽是复杂
但是正是这样的东西没有办法去细细解释
正因为这样更是吸引好奇的双子


我不懂这个梦里有梦是否存在
如果那是存在的话,人们会怎么样?
要是一个人真的在梦里的梦死掉
那不是像电影般刺激的再进入一个梦把自己救活?
开玩笑啦!


不管怎么样,这部戏,赞!







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2℃ 失望

昨晚...Oops..不,凌晨。我睡的不是很好。

我承认那一件事刚开始的时候,我真的没有放多少心思在理。

我甚至以玩玩的心态面对。后来,的确多少影响了我。

算了,就这样,我恢复了很自由的心情。

换着衣服的时候,脑海想着这些还热的事情。

吡吡吡~ 探头一看,咦!是快递。

我知道我要的东西来了。

我把头发随性的扎了起来,抱着欢乐的心情出门签收啦!

嗯,我是Nicole。

签了回来,把那宝放在床头上,让后去吃早餐了。

吃饱饱了以后回房间啦!“好吧!是你的时候了,我要看你了。” 我把它拆了看。

结果...是很让我失望的。



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说了再见

一直不敢再听这首歌

害怕心涌上一阵悲

难以释怀的心情该谁来安慰

刚刚无意间的插播曲


脑海浮现好多好多画面


闭上眼睛一切就像昨天


才发现 眼角尽没有一丝泪


时间静悄悄地已带走一切 


只能偶尔间无意的怀念




这是我一个人的感叹 
没有要给任何人负担

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一个人。找谁

忘记了所有 不关我的一切
静静的享受 独自个人世界

想不起的画面 关盏灯熄灭
忘不了的情节 摆在心里面

一个人的夜 害怕鬼闯人间
闭上了双眼 鲜血四处可见


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决定

遥远的距离 何时会拉近
就算近在眼前
心里又有什么反应
爱不爱你 不是我的决定
就算牵起了手 明天终究要分离
爱不爱你 不是我的决定

说一句 I promise 下一秒消失
醒了你在哪里
你的名字、你的样子
我模糊的记忆 拼凑不出你完美
你完美的脸型

答不答应 我不能下决定
因为不在身边 遗忘了你的关心
答不答应 我不能下决定
不想恋上手机 找不到你的温度


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我 ♥ night blogging.

夜了,不睡觉,在干什么呢?

哦!不,只是享受夜里没人打扰思绪的宁静。


夜了,不睡觉,在干什么呢?

哦!不,只是想在宁静的夜晚享受周杰伦的歌。


夜了,不睡觉,在干什么呢?

哦!不,只是... 有时候会想太早睡了,一天就这样过了,很可惜。


夜了,不睡觉,在干什么呢?

哦!不,只是想放空脑袋 什么都不想的啪啦啪啦的share 一 share心里话。


自从有了Princess宝贝,我就开始 上夜晚打部落格!

这是很棒的事,也是享受人生的小小点缀。

night blogging.


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